Monday, September 21, 2009
i feel like deleting the previous post....seems retarded!!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:14 AM
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i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe!!!!!!!!
i dun wanna think bout her but she keeps appering in my head! just wad on earth is wrong with me!!!! soome ppl dun like her but i cant bring myself to...neither will i ever...and i dun noe the reson why....i wan answers... answers to my life answers to everything!!!!!! where on earth am i gonna find them....will i ever?
idk!!!!
idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk!!!!!!!
i dun wanna think bout her but she keeps appering in my head! just wad on earth is wrong with me!!!! soome ppl dun like her but i cant bring myself to...neither will i ever...and i dun noe the reson why....i wan answers... answers to my life answers to everything!!!!!! where on earth am i gonna find them....will i ever?
idk!!!!
idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk!!!!!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:05 AM
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a class worse then E5? tad's it's problem not mine... if it's so pro.. try controlling the bloody class lah!!!!! it's not the only one without freedom...and mind u,u're not the only one whose parents pin high hopes on... to think of it almost everyone faces the probs u face... but it's bout how u face them and all... at least someone shower love and care on u..
someone to be there for u...tad's ur dad...where's mine? overseas...count ur lucky..i dun have anyone to share my problems with..hardly anyway...sometimes yah i share sometimes?i sallow them...and speaking of not trying enough?haven i tried till i cant anymore?all it see is the surface of all of it...1e5 isn't a really quiet and guai class is it FINALLY realised...like i said so pro take over the class and shut them up...and restrictions is always in life..might as well sae u hate the sch for restricting u too then..it's how u play with it and how u live with it...in front of wawa all is a different story, infront of haha is also another..infront of me also another one...i dun noe if tad's true..always thought it was wad wawa thought...i shall leave it tad way..i still dun believe tad cuz i believe in the friendship we HAD... i dun noe if it still exisits now..but wadever..seriously wadever...tired of all these...
and i made it clear..i dun care wadever it is gonna do..i'm gonna live my life even without her so i shall carry on...this shall be the last post directed at her ...[i hope]
someone to be there for u...tad's ur dad...where's mine? overseas...count ur lucky..i dun have anyone to share my problems with..hardly anyway...sometimes yah i share sometimes?i sallow them...and speaking of not trying enough?haven i tried till i cant anymore?all it see is the surface of all of it...1e5 isn't a really quiet and guai class is it FINALLY realised...like i said so pro take over the class and shut them up...and restrictions is always in life..might as well sae u hate the sch for restricting u too then..it's how u play with it and how u live with it...in front of wawa all is a different story, infront of haha is also another..infront of me also another one...i dun noe if tad's true..always thought it was wad wawa thought...i shall leave it tad way..i still dun believe tad cuz i believe in the friendship we HAD... i dun noe if it still exisits now..but wadever..seriously wadever...tired of all these...
and i made it clear..i dun care wadever it is gonna do..i'm gonna live my life even without her so i shall carry on...this shall be the last post directed at her ...[i hope]
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:54 AM
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
i'm gonna take back wadever i ever said to defend her in the past against wawa and haha...i take it all back
during the course of the whole project, she pratically disagreed in every idea we have unless it's her own...fine i give in since it's a group....everything also she dun agree unless it's her idea
then wad she wanna us to do ?
everything do her way arh?
then hang up on me today
then cry in class
then i was totally wtf liao
she hang up she cry...
wow i'm amazed.. i really am.i mean almost everything also we try to give in then cant she try to give in as well?sick of trying to put myself in other's shoes when they never do care wad in the world i'm feeling or thinking always the 1 who gives in to others..then whose gonna give in to me? no one i suppose...
i give in cuz i noe i'm stuborn and so make life easier bah give in but i never dreamt i made life harder for me...really very sian le..first is 1e5 make noise bout the class tee thingy then now she come and like tad.....
lala hates hurting ppl but when i hit my tipping point idk le...
feel like i'm gonna snap anytime now...really gonna snap...
can see it le and i noe it's not far from now de....
haiz.. all i wanna do now is cry like nobody's business but dun think it's worth it's worth it bah....X.x....
haizs just dam confused now..dun wanna think bout it anymore le....
during the course of the whole project, she pratically disagreed in every idea we have unless it's her own...fine i give in since it's a group....everything also she dun agree unless it's her idea
then wad she wanna us to do ?
everything do her way arh?
then hang up on me today
then cry in class
then i was totally wtf liao
she hang up she cry...
wow i'm amazed.. i really am.i mean almost everything also we try to give in then cant she try to give in as well?sick of trying to put myself in other's shoes when they never do care wad in the world i'm feeling or thinking always the 1 who gives in to others..then whose gonna give in to me? no one i suppose...
i give in cuz i noe i'm stuborn and so make life easier bah give in but i never dreamt i made life harder for me...really very sian le..first is 1e5 make noise bout the class tee thingy then now she come and like tad.....
lala hates hurting ppl but when i hit my tipping point idk le...
feel like i'm gonna snap anytime now...really gonna snap...
can see it le and i noe it's not far from now de....
haiz.. all i wanna do now is cry like nobody's business but dun think it's worth it's worth it bah....X.x....
haizs just dam confused now..dun wanna think bout it anymore le....
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:45 AM
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
me and shilin!!!!
aw!!! ain't jayne cute here?
me and joey... taken during recess in the toliet..X.xthen all the classes go on and on then assembly.....2 of us sit down there and stared....
hahas
then came home then i was keeping my box when i saw winona's present... aw i miss her alot fauzia too my 2 best buddies in pri sch!!!!!lala miss them....=(
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:32 AM
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today was dam cool...mdn rohaila never come then remedial cancelled!!! can go home early!!! yay!!!!!
yesterday me and joey discused our nicknames...since jeanet named me lala everybody pick up the nickname le...so i name joey haha too.. and then besides tad we named ourselves cheese and cake....
joey's my haha and i'm lala and she's cheese and i'm cake so together we make hala cheese cake....woots!!!
lol!!! then just now we named ama wawa so now become halawa...lol!!!!! then i was like laughing alll the way!!!! LOL loh! so now i call joey haha and she calls me lala then we call ama? WAWA!!! woots!!!
JOEY+HUXIN=HAHA+LALA=HALA!!!!
JOEY+HUIXIN=CHEESE+CAKE=CHEESE CAKE!!!!
JOEY+HUIXIN+AMA=HAHA+LALA+WAWA=HALAWA!!!!!
LOL!!!!!
yesterday me and joey discused our nicknames...since jeanet named me lala everybody pick up the nickname le...so i name joey haha too.. and then besides tad we named ourselves cheese and cake....
joey's my haha and i'm lala and she's cheese and i'm cake so together we make hala cheese cake....woots!!!
lol!!! then just now we named ama wawa so now become halawa...lol!!!!! then i was like laughing alll the way!!!! LOL loh! so now i call joey haha and she calls me lala then we call ama? WAWA!!! woots!!!
JOEY+HUXIN=HAHA+LALA=HALA!!!!
JOEY+HUIXIN=CHEESE+CAKE=CHEESE CAKE!!!!
JOEY+HUIXIN+AMA=HAHA+LALA+WAWA=HALAWA!!!!!
LOL!!!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:01 AM
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the pictures of the recent events.....
the captain ball
team in formal shot?
me and joey.... haha and lala!!!
the sky i saw when i walked home...nice rite!!!
hm... shilin's milio...
joey's unglam mess after her meal
ama(wawa)'s un glam moments!!!
yah unglam!
joey's mess again....
haha's messhaha's mess
ama!!!!!
the captain ballteam in formal shot?
me and joey.... haha and lala!!!
the sky i saw when i walked home...nice rite!!!
hm... shilin's milio...
joey's unglam mess after her meal
ama(wawa)'s un glam moments!!!
yah unglam!
joey's mess again....
haha's messhaha's mess
ama!!!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:54 AM
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
yes yes yes i finally realised my blog is dead... actually i realised tad long long ago...woots!! lol
so so now post by post start recapping the things tad happened bah...
me and yiling's bdaes
realised our birthdays are 2 days apart!!! woots!!!
then 28 of august..got np..we got our present...
was dam evil loh we hai the whole unit kena pumping and all...
we felt so guilty after tad...wan noe the full story go see yiling's blog bah
class tee!
went to do class t today...had to go all the way down to red hill... went there realised tad the sizes provided was different from the sch's one so down there call ppl to noe their sizes then have to settle the colour...
then after the whole thing we went home...then at night ppl come irritate me with demands of the class t...i already layed my hands off the class t design liao wad else ur wan me do...i ordered the thing for u... did everything expect the design for u guys and all ur gave me is arguements..haiz!!!! think so easy next time do urself!
projects....
ama,shi,joey came today to do project...was suppose to all come at 11.30 then all late including me except shi loh!i went out the shi smsed me at 11.30 sae she reach le then i was like wah so on time de...woots! then ama came next then joey then after we started a little on the project then go eat lunch..laugh like siao there at kfc....then after tad go back home and continue with the project.. then do till halfway then shi and jo has to go
so we all sae UH OH! project haven do how!! the decided sunday come again do bah..
captain ball comp...
woke up at 4.50...cuz eugene the DM made me wake him up! stupid kor and DM bully the cadet!!!! then had to meet the resst at 6.45 at bukit batok interchange....then reached there at 6.40 plus bah then saw eugene there only the rest all haven come then waited and waiteed and waited....then tim called sae he late when he was the one who sae 6.45 de!!! darn him!!!
then soon all reach le then we took 176 go all the way to commonwealth then waited even more..then went to the hall to register then went INTO the hall to wait for the thingy to start...realised we had to play against bukit view..we thought it was dam cool then when we saw the players? we all though GG ARH! so tall!!! all sec3s somemore!! bully me!!!
then the game start... we kena trash till like hell like tad!!!!!
then got kicked out of the thing...then we sit down there waited for the cop to end! then half way through we played a friendly match then we won then we realised we could have standed a chance to get 3rd if we didn't play against bukit view in the first game loh...sobs sobs!!!
then got the cert for participation the tim down there crap tok over the cert.... dots lah!!!!
btw...6 more days to DM's birthday!!! woots!!! must sabo hor..he's the dm
MUST sabo!!! woots!!! lol
so so now post by post start recapping the things tad happened bah...
me and yiling's bdaes
realised our birthdays are 2 days apart!!! woots!!!
then 28 of august..got np..we got our present...
was dam evil loh we hai the whole unit kena pumping and all...
we felt so guilty after tad...wan noe the full story go see yiling's blog bah
class tee!
went to do class t today...had to go all the way down to red hill... went there realised tad the sizes provided was different from the sch's one so down there call ppl to noe their sizes then have to settle the colour...
then after the whole thing we went home...then at night ppl come irritate me with demands of the class t...i already layed my hands off the class t design liao wad else ur wan me do...i ordered the thing for u... did everything expect the design for u guys and all ur gave me is arguements..haiz!!!! think so easy next time do urself!
projects....
ama,shi,joey came today to do project...was suppose to all come at 11.30 then all late including me except shi loh!i went out the shi smsed me at 11.30 sae she reach le then i was like wah so on time de...woots! then ama came next then joey then after we started a little on the project then go eat lunch..laugh like siao there at kfc....then after tad go back home and continue with the project.. then do till halfway then shi and jo has to go
so we all sae UH OH! project haven do how!! the decided sunday come again do bah..
captain ball comp...
woke up at 4.50...cuz eugene the DM made me wake him up! stupid kor and DM bully the cadet!!!! then had to meet the resst at 6.45 at bukit batok interchange....then reached there at 6.40 plus bah then saw eugene there only the rest all haven come then waited and waiteed and waited....then tim called sae he late when he was the one who sae 6.45 de!!! darn him!!!
then soon all reach le then we took 176 go all the way to commonwealth then waited even more..then went to the hall to register then went INTO the hall to wait for the thingy to start...realised we had to play against bukit view..we thought it was dam cool then when we saw the players? we all though GG ARH! so tall!!! all sec3s somemore!! bully me!!!
then the game start... we kena trash till like hell like tad!!!!!
then got kicked out of the thing...then we sit down there waited for the cop to end! then half way through we played a friendly match then we won then we realised we could have standed a chance to get 3rd if we didn't play against bukit view in the first game loh...sobs sobs!!!
then got the cert for participation the tim down there crap tok over the cert.... dots lah!!!!
btw...6 more days to DM's birthday!!! woots!!! must sabo hor..he's the dm
MUST sabo!!! woots!!! lol
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:29 AM
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